Today was a bit better.



I realise why I have been feeling so empty at home.



Because I've been feeling so empty within.



I felt very negative today, despite positive energry from Meishi, Nicole, Andrea, Marie, Kat, Liz and all.



But I sat myself down by my window when I got back from piano. In the dark, watching the cars go by past the Australian International School on the CTE.



And I felt connected. Time by myself was good.



And then I watched Walk The Line. Inspiration for music.



I broke a barrier. I got called back for a dance audition (: Tomorrow. Then Emu's birthday.

I feel alive.